FlameLordSpence

so much time has past since my last hope was taken away, but it's gone by so fast it may as well have been yesterday. I'm not sure I can still be the same as I was before, and it's no certainty why I should care anymore you should know it's not you, it's me that I hate. I knew better than to try to defy my fate, but I believed there was nothing I couldn't take. I thought I knew what it was like for a heart to truly break I don't want to try again. not only is it true that I've never met another who compared to you, I don't want to hope again, don't to tempt fate, for it was hope that left me in this state.

Can you tell me how to cope when you've lost all of your hope? When deep inside you feel a burn that makes it seem like happieness will never return? How do you put on a display of pride knowing that your dreams have died? When you know tomorrow will still be there and find that you just don't care. rock bottom is only a lie there's always farther to fall it's a fact people try to deny because they think they've seen it all You were told from the start that life wasn't fair, but part of you always refused to be believe. Now every part sees the truth is there, and yourself you can no longer decieve. rock bottom doesn't exist it's

I've been told that which doesn't kill will strenghen me and that I'll learn from mistakes I've made but it's always the same moves I've made before that leave me cold alone and afraid. they say that deep in the heart of every coward is a knight both brave and strong but I look inside and all I find is a note saying sorry but I had to move on my faults are what make up who I am though they may lead to a life of regret the person you invision me to be is a man I've never met. they say there's no obsticle that can't be overcame and if you have the will you'll find a way but I'm trapped in a cage without any doors and it's looking like th

you have all the grace and debonair of a queen but I'm the most horrifying creature you've ever seen II can't take my sights off you but what else can I do now the pain's getting so bad that I could just scream you're the sort that seems to glide on the air I look like I crawled out of a gutter somewhere I know I don't stand a chance for even a passing glance leaving me to sit and mope in total despair is it so wrong to want someone to care for it seems natural to me at least is it wrong to want someone to be there for even though I'm just a wretched beast you have plenty of guys just waiting in line wanting to make you part of

merry christmas and a happy new year is what I hear from people every day they're trying to fill my life with cheer but I wish they'd all just go away 'cause the only one I care to see said she's never coming back to me and it looks like it's going to be a sad and lonely christmas sad and lonely christmas torn between being sad and annoyed walking around with my head in the clouds I just can't seem to avoid the over anxious holiday crowds pushing and shoving all over the place I'm growing tired of the human race and it looks like I'm doomed to face a sad and lonely christmas sad and lonely christmas everyone seems to demand

I tell myself they won't see what you feel just because you treat them nice I say don't surrender your heart 'till you know it's for real but I never listen to my own advise I just dive head long once more into heartache once more into misery once more into thinking this will be the end of me I shouldn't bet all my joy on a single dream it hurts too much to lose it all I've been left broken with no self esteem more times than I care to recall but I still run once more into sorrow once more into anxiety once more into concealing there's a weaker side of me though I feel the pain from all the times I've failed I still try ro

you want me to write about winning a love can you describe this sensation to me? I'm afraid it's one I've never known it's a sad reality you want a tune to put a smile on your face well I'm afraid it can't be done because it's hard to write about togetherness when you're such a lonely one You say quit being so down in the dumps quit acting like life is so rough if you want to turn my world around three words would be enough

You can't hold on to a moment forever time can never truly stand still if there's a chance that life can make a turn for the worse it's a pretty safe bet it probably will when I find something I think I can cling to it all comes crumbling to the ground when I try to climb up out of the gutter a rain storm brings me crashing back down a lonely walk through quiet streets might just be a relief but people pushing and shoving and their endless prattle brings me nothing but grief so I sit alone closed in my room and let my mind roam freely over all the things that might have been and all the things that used to be

I've been living the life I'm living for so long but somehow it's always felt like something was wrong the years I've wasted away can never come back to me in this rut I'm bound to decay unless someone can set me free I get the sense you're far more than you seem you live the sort of life that I can only dream you're the only one who can end this misery fill my years with fun the way life was meant to be in you I see an angel walking the earth and to ask this much of you is far more than I'm worth I'll give my heart to you to keep forever more my heart will remain true just don't walk out the door you hold in your hand the

She greets you each day with a smile so sweet, and a cute little wave that makes your heart skip a beat. Why does she act so nice? Why does she treat you so kind? You keep on searching though there's no answer to find. Why does she act so kind? Why does she treat you so nice? You think you know, but heed my advice. Give up, you've lost her. The love you see is in your mind. Give up, you've lost her. you'd better leave those empty hopes behind. You sit and discuss all your common views. She understands the crazy things that you do. You start to believe your meeting her was fate, then she asks your advice on her upcoming date. Give