so much time has past since my last hope was taken away,
but it's gone by so fast it may as well have been yesterday.
I'm not sure I can still be the same as I was before,
and it's no certainty why I should care anymore
you should know it's not you, it's me that I hate.
I knew better than to try to defy my fate,
but I believed there was nothing I couldn't take.
I thought I knew what it was like for a heart to truly break
I don't want to try again. not only is it true
that I've never met another who compared to you,
I don't want to hope again, don't to tempt fate,
for it was hope that left me in this state.